Philip Memmer is the author of four books of poems, most recently The Storehouses of the Snow (Lost Horse Press, 2012), and Lucifer: A Hagiography, winner of the 2008 Idaho Prize for Poetry from Lost Horse Press. His poems have appeared in such journals as Poetry, Poetry Northwest, and Poetry London, in Billy Collins’s “Poetry 180” project, and in Ted Kooser’s “American Life in Poetry” column. His fifth book, Pantheon, from which these two poems are excerpted, is forthcoming in early 2019.
The God of Wind
I spoke to you through walls and chimneys
sashes and shutters and screens
but you—
I swept up leaves from your branches
trash from your gutters
hair from your face but—
I touched you through gloves scarves hats
layers of cotton layers of wool
but then—
and if now your sails cling to the mast
if now your ship clings—
well how should I—
knowing when I spoke to—
knowing when I swept for—
knowing knowing when I—
The God of Sky
Because you have always been
a model passenger,
pretending to watch
the pre-flight safety instructions,
always willing and able
to perform
the duties required of those
in exit row seats,
I leapt into action
and removed you from your crashing plane.
It was a small thing—
the exit door
already blown away
by the smuggled device, your lap-belt
unfastened
despite the fact (your only sin)
the fasten seatbelt sign
was clearly lit—
I forgave you and brought you here,
the freezing air
of 20,000 feet.
Whether you’re better off than those inside
is yours to say—
I’m not the god
of safety or soft landings. Those
still panicking
in the doomed fuselage
have, along with oxygen masks
and seat cushion
flotation devices,
the same time left that you do, more or less.
And they have
each other, screaming...
You have nothing but falling
and the wind your falling makes.
You’re shaking, yes,
but you have the horizon
at sunset, and the earth’s curve.
And I will stay
however long it takes you
to flurry through me,
if that’s all right. I wish
—how I wish!— I could be
the god of flight,
or out-of-thin-air parachutes,
or even the god of death, so I
could end this.
I’m not. There is no god
of death, or parachutes, or flight.
Just sky. I hope
it’s a comfort to know
that I am with you. I hope
it’s a comfort to know
you’re almost flying.